Setting up for stream 2 tonight with Alan Wake Remastered! https://www.twitch.tv/ferretforensics

Come join in for tonight’s stream! I’ll be going first tonight continuing the Mega Man X journey into X3! https://www.twitch.tv/ferretforensics

Trying the stream again! Yesterday was just..not a good day. Today should be better. https://www.twitch.tv/ferretforensics

Setting up for tonight’s stream! https://www.twitch.tv/ferretforensics

Setting up for stream number 2! Alan Wake Remastered! https://www.twitch.tv/ferretforensics

Setting up for tonight’s streams! First up is Sebby with more The Last of Us Remastered! Then after a break for dinner will be our shared stream with more Alan Wake Remastered! https://www.twitch.tv/ferretforensics

lex-in-superposition:

Honestly I think that Nimona such a raw and simple explanation of dysphoria and euphoria in the movie. It really moved me (both times now haha) when I watched it.

Firstly she talks about the discomfort and how to get rid of it:

But she doesn’t just stop there, she actually talks about the freedom of being herself!

Transness is so often limited to this horrible condition which afflicts you. This idea that you are a sufferer of dysphoria and nothing more. Transition, whatever that means to each person, is only done to treat this condition, alleviate the symptoms, mitigate the pain. The best you can hope for is a life without “itchy insides”.

But the way she talks about the freedom of the “sneeze” is more than just relief of the discomfort. It is a positive experience in it’s own right! Transition is not just some treatment, it is a joy. Pure joy. Euphoric.

To transition or to just be able to BE trans, is to be happier and freer than ever before. To be trans is a gift perhaps.

Then we get into the “option” of repression:

This one hit especially close to home for me. Maybe I could have survived without transition, that thought often caused me doubts in the early days. If I was even worthy of the “treatment” if my “illness” wasn’t severe enough.

Maybe, maybe.

But god it’s made me so very alive.

Our joy isn’t a crime. Our lives are not unworthy of happiness. It is not wrong to want real, beautiful, vibrant, chaotic, messy, unpredictable, stupendous, unashamed, overwhelming LIFE!

There is no obligation to hold ourselves back for the comfort of others. To not only inflict pain on ourselves, but deprive ourselves of joy because perhaps we could survive without the “cure”.

We are not defined by our suffering. It is not our pain that shapes us, It merely attempts to break us. We are defined by who we are in spite of it all, by the joy we us to build ourselves up, brick by beautiful brick.

Setting up for stream two of the night! We’ll be delving back into the mystery of Alan Wake! @angelicseahorse https://www.twitch.tv/ferretforensics

Double stream night! First off its my stream with some Megaman X2 and then our shared one with Alan Wake Remastered! https://www.twitch.tv/ferretforensics

Sebby is back with more Last of Us Remastered! https://www.twitch.tv/ferretforensics